Listen me !

Listen me...

Every night I speak to myself
As nobody has ever listened me
I wonder if you can hear me someday
And see the inside me...

I wish you listen me
Listen what I feel...
Listen what I want...
Listen what I desire..
Or Listen just bbecause... I want to say...

I may talk something
You are not interested in...
But will you still listen dear?
To understand the feelings within?
Or Listen just bbecause...I want to say...

I have no-one except you
To share my feelings
so whenever we meet
My emotions starts melting...
Will you listen
Listen just because...I want to say...

Today, I want to talk
talk like never before...
Listen...just one last time
And save me in your heart forever...

Stay happy, stay blessed!
Keep smiling, keep loving!

- Snehal
7 oct'15

Sometimes...

Sometimes...

Sometimes you have to smile
Even if you wants to cry
Sometimes you have to stop
Even if you wants to try!

Sometimes you have forgive
Even if you are deeply hurt
Sometimes you have to let go
Even if you wants to hold!

Sometimes you have to say sorry
Even if you are not at fault
Sometimes you have to adjust
Even though it looks difficult!

Sometimes you have to change your path
Even if you wants to follow
Sometimes you just have to stay calm
Even if your heart feels low

Sometimes you have to stay strong
Even if you are weak to fight
Sometimes you just have to live the life
To make ur soul feel light.
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Stay happy, stay blessed
Keep smiling, keep loving

- Much love
Snehal
May 8, 2016

I remember...!!!

I remember...

I remember lying down under the dark blue sky
Counting those billions of shining stars
they danced with the rhythm of love
Spreading shine and joy everywhere

I remember, you embraced me in your arms
Made me listen your racing heart
Your breath runs through my hair
N your lips met mine to made the start

As I lay down here again
Under the dark blue sky
But this time all alone
Trying to find the answer of "Why?"

Looking at these shiny stars....
I just remember everything
My world revolves around you
That everything I see and feel
Reminds me nothing but you....

Stay happy, stay blessed
Keep smiling, keep loving!

Snehal

Yes, the life has changed!

Yes the life has Changed!

They say it's a second birth of a mother when she gives birth to a child. And then- her-life-changes. Yes it change drastically but God has made women such a flexible one to get adjusted with whatever comes her way.

My son is 7 yrs old and my Angel is 10 moths old now. And this is how my life has changed...

1. The moment I get up, my mind has a list of work ready. I work like a robot accepting orders, finishing one work after other.
2. 8 out 10 time, I drink hot tea which by the time I sip is gone COLD.
3. My phone is always on silent. I hate to disturb her sleep. I wish I could have put the doorbell on silent too. Lol
4. I prefered to wear lose and comfortable cloths to carry her well and able to feed her whenever required. Shape and size who cares now.
5. Making a messy Bun or just open hair are my favorite hairstyles now.
6. The moment she sleeps, I have my work already set to go. Let that be cooking, cleaning, laundry or some quality time with my son. It's a feel gud factor if I accomplished it all.
7. Sunday - to - do - list is always ready. stick with the magnet on the fridge. Which only completes partially because I forget minimum 2 things :( bhullakad mommy.
8. During midnight, even if she cries for a millisecond I am all up. Checking her need and comfort.
9. I forget birthdays and anniversaries of my near ones. Forget it, sometimes I forget the day and date too. :-) ya because Each day is same for me.
10. Everytime I get a call the next moment either of my kids is hungry or needs my attention. I call my mother only after 11.30 pm. I love this peaceful, warm n cozy conversation. She is still my best friend.
11. When we r going out I always have the baby bag ready with all the required stuff. I need to plan her feeds and go accordingly.
12. Like earlier, I can't just drive and go out because my kids are totally dependent on me.
11. Sometimes I don't get time for reading, writting but yes singing is something accompanies me always.
12. The sadest things is, I haven't visited "my house" for past 2 years while here, I am busy taking care of "my house" :-)

There are many more changes, which life has brought to us. Some soothing, some irritating and some fortunate ones. There are days when we feel low, we are too stressed, too lonely, too tired yet kids gets us going. We have to get up, show up and smile because we mean the world to them. We are fortunate they have chose us to be their mothers.

So what the life has changed now..so what I have to work and do things as per my kids. This is a much required change. Our kids complete us as a woman. When we were kids we too had change our parents life. This way we get to experience their sacrifices, sleepless nights they had, tiring schedules, difficulties raising us and making us what we are today. Isn't it ?

Like all you mothers, Every day I too am learning and understanding to be a good mother. And enjoying parenthood. Vishal, You are a big help, you are a darling husband and an awesome father.

And at the end of the day, my blissful moment comes when I see kids sleeping peacefully with their sweetest of dreams. I cuddle them, kiss them and feel fortunate to have them in my life. My all tiredness suddenly lessen up looking at the innocent faces.

Yes, the life has changed, but it's a happy change. And I am happy to have this change.

Happy parenting!!
Stay blessed u all mommies!!

Much love,
- Snehal!

Pages from her diary!

This is a short story - "Pages from her diary" is about a girl who has moved on in her life yet some part of her still miss the relationship she had once. Now, she knows that the ways are apart and they would never see each other ever. She just wishes for his wellbeing and send prayers for him. Hope you like this story.
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Pages from her diary

I miss you !! 3 simple words defines your absence and the emptiness in my heart. More than 10 times I said it in my mind. I wonder how I still miss you the exact way like earlier.

Now that the life is a roller coaster ride. I am married, mother of two, seen almost half of the life...yet your mere thought sends jolts in my entire body. My heart races, I smile for no reason or the reason could only be you. You still live in the corner of my heart or that's your permanent stay.

All these years I have been living for my family, just the way they want only those 3 years spent with you, was mine, just mine. The conversation we had was never tiring. We could talk about anything and everything. We sing for each other, we appreciate each other, we express our feelings without any hesitation and we love and care for each other endlessly. Every day was more brighter and the night's looked long. Remember, that first night when we chatted the whole night and cud only slept by early morning. The fingers went numb, arms n palms were tired holding the mobile but we went on and on. And I remember two more such nights of talking and chatting. It was mesmerizing.

If today I close my eyes I could see, no I actually can relive those memories. How we met, how we fell for each other and how we departed...Just all.

I am not sure if today my feelings are reaching to you but my prayers surely will. I don't get time to think about you or miss you like old days but even today my heart beats faster when I take your name, my lips fills with a cheerful smile when I think that someone, somewhere loves me a lot. I look at the stary night and you runs in my nerves. I close my eyes and feel your breaths close to me. There is one weak moment in 24 hours when I so badly wants to hear u, talk to u or wants to c u..but the next moment things bring me to the real world and I am busy again...

I wish, things might have changed in your life too. Now you too have moved on and settled with the satisfaction that someone you loved the most is staying happily somewhere. And you might be smiling and sending thousands of happy vibes to me and give me the reason to smile..yet again. And at last I wonder, if I am still the first thought when u wake up and the last thought to take you to the sleep. If this still happens, love is alive and it's eternal! And even if it does't then also the love we share was sacred and blissful.

Live happily, wherever you are my love!!!

Stay happy, stay blessed!
Loads of love, unending love!

- Snehal


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Sometimes, we have to move on leaving some broken pieces of heart in past.
Sometimes, we have to locked the memories we lived with once.
Sometimes, we have to live though some part is dead long back.
Sometimes...sometimes!!!

Naya saal!! - 2016

Ek aur saal bit gaya
Jate jate bahut kuch sikha gaya
Kuch apno ko paraya aur
Kuch parayo ko apna kar gaya!

Ek aur saal bit gaya
Dil ki dehliz pe aacchi buri yaadein chood gaya
Kuch ko aankho ki nami
Kuch ko hothon ki hasi bana gaya!

Ek aur saal bit gaya
Aage chalate rehna hi zindagi hai
Yeh sabak sikha gaya
Kuch galatiyo ko maaf kar
Kuch naye irade bana chala

Ek aur saal bit gaya
Naya saal nayi umeed de gaya
Sabko dhero khushiya
Aur nayi prerna de gaya!!!

Naya saal aap sabhi ko mubarak ho!

- Snehal Dubey aur pariwar ki taraf se.
Jan 2, 2016

Happy thanksgiving with a gratitude list

Though we don’t celebrate this day in Indian culture. But how does it matter when you really wants to show your gratitude to the people or things related to you with or without any occasion. It will surely make you feel amazing to let them know that you are thankful. So here is my gratitude list for the special people in my world

1. God :

You are almighty, my friend, my guide, my survivor. I want thank you millions of times for being there when I needed you and to protected my family and friends. Thank you for gifting me a lovely family a off course a good voice so I can sing the best ;) I seek Your presence in my life till the end.

2. My mother, my Aai :

Aai, I don't remember when I last hugged you and told you that I love you. You are beautiful, kind hearted, caring and the strongest women on the earth. You have great courage, tremendous patience, and deep understanding power. Thanks Aai for your endless love without any expectation. When I fall sick, I only n only remember you...I feel very fortunate to be your daughter and I will try my best to match up with your motherhood qualities.

3. Hubby sweet hubby :

Words may fall short to show how great I feel to be your wife. Every day is a learning experience with you. Your endless love and support makes my life worth living. You give beyond the expectation. During all phases of my life, when I am sad and gloomy, or I am quite and sick or I cry and fight or when I am happy and cheerful or when I am succeed or failed, you are always there to hold me, My love. Thanks for believing in my dreams, giving power to my wings and listening my nonstop giggles. Your love is beyond the sky limit and as deep as ocean. I promise to be better with each passing day. With dher sara pyaar ;)

4. My little angle :

6 years ago you entered into my life and given rebirth to me. Ever since then my life is blossoming. You are a God gifted child. You are Cute, Caring, Innocent, Lovable, Understanding. Thanks for appreciating the food I cook, to offer the little help when I am busy, it certainly makes a difference. Your hugs are so precious. Your kisses are the BEST sweet dish. Thanks for making me a proud mommy Aaru!! Lots of love and blessings!!

5. My sasural, my first home :

Ya, it’s my first home not second. From the deepest of my heart I want to thank Mummy and Bauji to get me adjusted in the new family so well, for the continuous support and encouragement, for the love and blessings. Thank you Neetu didi, Abha didi, Vibha didi, you gorgeous ladies are more like my friends and sisters. You are kind, good hearted, adorable and helpful. I am truly blessed to have u all.

6. My asset, My friends :

Though I don’t have many friends but I am happy with whatever amount of friends I have. My life is boring without you all. Your motivation, appreciations matters a lot to me. 

I wanna thank Reena for the wonderful memories, endless talks and giggles...my mnky!
I wanna thank Gayatri, to believe in my dreams and abilities. You are my great inspiration and a sweetest friend.
I wanna thank Divya for sharing her innovative craft n quilling ideas. I love your creativity and positive attitude.
I wanna thank Niti to make our every meeting like a party. It is so much fun to be with a cheerful girl like you.
I wanna thank my Wadi ACC friends. Manjiri, Tina, Rinku. We had a wonderful time together. I truly miss you girls but thanks to Whats app to keep us connected ;)

6. Music :

Without you my life is like a blank & white movie. When I am with you, I get absorbs in you completely. I get a great sense of peace and satisfaction when I hear you or sing with you. You connects my soul with God. You are my ultimate passion since childhood and the treasure of the melodious life. Thanks for being a part of my life, I owe you so much!!

And apart from this I am thankful

To Yesterday for it’s experience, today for giving the opportunity and tomorrow to explore more.
To each book on my shelf to accompany me and keep me hooked.
To my scooty pep for helping me to manage my work alone :)
To my beautiful house and the electronic equipments to make my life easier.
To Raju, b'coz he drops Vishal's lunch box on time so he can enjoy the hot n fresh home food.
To Anita, my house maid, for being punctual, dedicated and sincere. I value your work.
To those who pulled me back. I learnt a lot from you and you inspires me.
Last but not the least, I am thankful to the technology, my laptop, my mobile phone, my blog. They play a vital role in my life.

Please forgive me in case I have missed your name in my gratitude list but I am truly truly thankful to you all for being a part of life.

I am feeling awesome after completing my gratitude list. How about you? Please reply me with at least 2 things in your life that you are thankful for...I am waiting....


Stay Happy, Stay Blessed,

Keep Smiling, Keep Loving!!

Much Love,

Snehal