Pages from her diary!

This is a short story - "Pages from her diary" is about a girl who has moved on in her life yet some part of her still miss the relationship she had once. Now, she knows that the ways are apart and they would never see each other ever. She just wishes for his wellbeing and send prayers for him. Hope you like this story.
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Pages from her diary

I miss you !! 3 simple words defines your absence and the emptiness in my heart. More than 10 times I said it in my mind. I wonder how I still miss you the exact way like earlier.

Now that the life is a roller coaster ride. I am married, mother of two, seen almost half of the life...yet your mere thought sends jolts in my entire body. My heart races, I smile for no reason or the reason could only be you. You still live in the corner of my heart or that's your permanent stay.

All these years I have been living for my family, just the way they want only those 3 years spent with you, was mine, just mine. The conversation we had was never tiring. We could talk about anything and everything. We sing for each other, we appreciate each other, we express our feelings without any hesitation and we love and care for each other endlessly. Every day was more brighter and the night's looked long. Remember, that first night when we chatted the whole night and cud only slept by early morning. The fingers went numb, arms n palms were tired holding the mobile but we went on and on. And I remember two more such nights of talking and chatting. It was mesmerizing.

If today I close my eyes I could see, no I actually can relive those memories. How we met, how we fell for each other and how we departed...Just all.

I am not sure if today my feelings are reaching to you but my prayers surely will. I don't get time to think about you or miss you like old days but even today my heart beats faster when I take your name, my lips fills with a cheerful smile when I think that someone, somewhere loves me a lot. I look at the stary night and you runs in my nerves. I close my eyes and feel your breaths close to me. There is one weak moment in 24 hours when I so badly wants to hear u, talk to u or wants to c u..but the next moment things bring me to the real world and I am busy again...

I wish, things might have changed in your life too. Now you too have moved on and settled with the satisfaction that someone you loved the most is staying happily somewhere. And you might be smiling and sending thousands of happy vibes to me and give me the reason to smile..yet again. And at last I wonder, if I am still the first thought when u wake up and the last thought to take you to the sleep. If this still happens, love is alive and it's eternal! And even if it does't then also the love we share was sacred and blissful.

Live happily, wherever you are my love!!!

Stay happy, stay blessed!
Loads of love, unending love!

- Snehal


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Sometimes, we have to move on leaving some broken pieces of heart in past.
Sometimes, we have to locked the memories we lived with once.
Sometimes, we have to live though some part is dead long back.
Sometimes...sometimes!!!