What Parenting Is !!!

Parenting…

A process to unlearn and relearn

A technique to learn new skills

A self made class to be patient

Parenting…

Be a part of her small world

See through her eyes and learn

Experience your childhood with her

Be prepared for everyday new learning 

Parenting…

Is about shaping up your little one with most delicate hands

Is about developing good habits in her

Is about giving her moral and ethics from self cooked stories

Is about giving as much as you can to bring out best of her

Parenting…

To let him grow

To let him enjoy his childhood without any boundaries

To let him fall and learn to get up immediately               

      

       

Parenting…

Smiles and some more smiles to see your child growing

To plant kisses and caresses even when she sleeps

To stay awake nursing her when she falls sick

To pray for his unending happiness and good health.

Parenting…

To review your report card with her development

To polish your skills as and when required

To be friends with her when she needs support

To hug her, cuddle her when she gets hurt

To assure her silently, that yes, you gonna be with her

Now and forever

MY wish…..

I wish this night ends never

And it would last forever

I wish to rest in your arms

And feel protect like never before

I wish the sky twilight

And witness my surrender

I wish to unfold my feelings

And beneath myself render

Sometimes, I wonder

Sometimes, I wonder

How it would be

To meet you one day.

To see your joyful face

To see your pretty smile

To hear your voice

To see your deep dark eyes

Sometimes, I wonder

How it would be

To share the same cup of coffee

To hold your soft hand

To sit next to you that close

To feel your fragrance

Sometimes, I wonder

How it would be

To lay down in your lap

To listen your heartbeats

To feel your every breath

To enjoy the silence

Sometimes, I wonder

How it would be

To take you to a far off land

To sit and watch sunset with you

To talk all night long

To start with you to never stop

Sometime, I wonder

How have we became inseparable

How we understood unspoken words

How we became one-heart one-soul

Sometime, I wonder

How we fall in love even before we met…

ME...By my side

I cry

I sob

I sink into tears

But, he refuses to see…

I recall

I realized

I feel guilty for the past mistakes

But, he doesn’t react

I crave

I am left alone

I am taken for granted

But, he shuts his ears

I beg

I say “sorry”

I promise to improve

But, he doesn’t trust my words

   

I feel lost

I feel broken

I feel shattered

But, he is still not bother

Finally,

I wipe my tears

I console myself

I hear my inner voice

 I choose to stand by my side

I choose to be Happy and just move on…..

Parenting alone - Day 1

Date : 13th Jan 2014

This afternoon, Vishal flew to Calcutta on an official tour and will only be back after 4 days. Aaru was disappointed since he couldn’t meet his father the entire day but was jumping high when he received a call from Papa to inquire about his day just like any other day. I love to see this Son & daddy conversation. Aaru at first asked him "Papa, when are you coming back?" and then grabs the accurate chance to request cum demand for some gift that papa ‘should’ get for him on his returns.

This evening my 5 year old said “Mummy, I feel something missing missing from the family since papa is not around”. I smiled as I hug him tight. His innocent eyes could see the house incomplete. We both miss Vishal in our own perspective. 

Ever since I am married to him, he had gone on several official travels. I remember for the first time how much I sobbed for hours long holding his T-shirt close to my heart (the one he wore that day). Back then I was working hence the entire day would pass great. Mumbai city never sleeps and its noise and crowd never leaves you alone.  As I return back, I never like entering into the empty house. There was no fun sitting alone in balcony with a cup of tea. I used to watch T.V till I felt sleep. Getting up middle of the nights was most frightened thing. My heartbeat used to fastens up. Finally when alarm rings, I am thankful to the morning to wrap up my lonely night. I keep crossing the date on calendar and lessen up one day of waiting. 

As the years passes by, I grew little stronger and more responsible.If something still doesn’t change then it’s undoubtedly the amount of missing him and tears I shed.

But I am happy now b'coz my 5 year old son accompany me. To hooked me busy around him. I love him when he assures me to take care of the house and me in papa’s absence. He is obedient and really behaves well. He makes sure to listen me and act. He asks if I need his help in kitchen. He would also hold me tight while sleeping. I wonder how he knows secretly that some part of me is still scared. I feel awesome when he kisses and hugs me. I feel relaxed. I feel being loved. I feel great to be his mother.

 

So day 1 ended up well. We completed his home work, some carom playing n watching cartoons together. A child like him is not difficult to handle perhaps he would ask about papa's return and gets angry if he delays.

People says “Only the daughter can understand her mother well” Can you still say when you have a lovely Son like mine, who is so connected with my heart and understand me as better as any daughter can.

Day one - I did single parenting to him and in returns he took real good care of his lady.

With a sweet note...Good night…

Stay Happy, Stay Bless !

Keep smiling, Keep loving!

Snehal :) 

School....Unforgettable

Big school building

A neat and clean uniform

Big gang of friends

Silly fights with innocent charm

Group discussion 

on anything and nothing                  

Sharing gossips and 

continuous giggling

Participation in sports

To bunk the lectures

Terror report cards

And self parent’s signature

Never ending P.T periods

Rocking annual days

Time pass at water tank

Eating near the gates

Combined studies

Justified mistakes

Final exam preparations

To earn some praise

Lovable school picnics

Memories that gleam

Desire to prove self

our small eyes dream

“School”

Has given the best of teachers

And best of friends ever

Has given the best of ethics

& memories to cherish forever

No matter how much you hate school when you entered, 

but you will miss it the most when you leave!!!